We arrived in the little town of Angwin to only to find a dense layer of fog hanging around. I thought today was supposed to be sunny? On go the arm warmers on and time for my warmup. As I warm up so does the weather and the fog melts away. Fine, arm warmers off then. Things are looking perfect. The course was mostly tacky, with some muddy spots and high streams scattered about.
After what seemed like forever, the 10:30am start finally arrived. Weather? Check. Bike prepped? Sorta-check. Feeling good? Check!
The race starts on pavement, straight up a steepish hill; it’s always a race to get to the singletrack in a decent position. I managed to hit the dirt somewhere around 6th or so, and gained a couple more positions on the climb up to the super steep wall that forces everybody to dismount and run up. By the time we left the tree cover and hit the fire roads I was somewhere around 4th but losing ground quickly on 1st and 2nd. This would be the last I saw of them.
I was riding in a pack of 3 when we hit the dense forest singletrack section. About a minute in we’re ripping down a hill when we encounter a poorly marked split in the course and we all go left instead of right. Luckily there were marshalls in the area to yell that we were off course, but I lost a good 30-45 seconds and all my momentum turning around.
The rest of the way into the forest was otherwise fine, but the way out (and up) really started to grind on me. I had a guy in my category on my wheel the whole time and we spent a couple miles just passing people from other classes.
Eventually at about mile 9, right as we were leaving the forest singletrack, I cracked. I’m super disappointed with myself, but in that moment I was mentally beat. We got to a wider area of the trail and I moved off to the right and waved my competitor on through. I spent the next 3 miles hating everything and in disbelief at what I had just done.
Thankfully things took a turn for the better around mile 12, right before the big climb out of Pope Valley starts, and I got my head back in the race. Climbing seems to be one of my strengths (it’s definitely not descending…), so I decided to see if I could make a charge on the climb and catch him. I knew I was sitting at 4th at this point and it was killing me that I had given up a spot on the podium so willingly. I passed a lot of people on the way up, and rode all but 3 really steep and muddy sections, and with about ¾ a mile to go on the climb I caught him riding in a group of riders from other categories. I kept the engine going and made my pass on the group, bringing one other guy wearing blue with me. The climb must have been too much because he didn’t try to counter my attack. We finally reached the top when me and Mr. Blue traded turns pulling each other along the final fire road before the last little climb came up and I dropped him too. It was literally all downhill from there, and I came across finish about a minute ahead of the 4th place finisher.
Despite being disappointed with my mental game, I couldn’t help but be happy that I managed to make it into to the top 3. Looking back on where I was at last year at the same race is something I’m really proud of. Last year I finished in 2:09:59 while this year despite the mud and mental lapse I finished in 1:45:51 – nearly a 25 minute improvement. I can’t help but thank everyone at The Hub and on the team for all the support and encouragement; I certainly wouldn’t be where I am without it!
The course is a blast and it’s easy to see why it’s a regional favorite. I can’t wait for HMC this fall – hope to see you out there.



